| BIRFDAI |
[Sep. 12th, 2006-11:36 pm] |
| [ | Currently |
| | fairly good | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | Rhapsody - Black Dragon | ] |
birthday comin up in a week and a day
pretty fuckin excited, got a 60 dollar headset comin in from the old egg, oh yeah
hopefully recieving a cell phone as well
bad news tho, because of a trip i took in the summer, and insurance, and im sure they will come up with someting else
i have to give them half of my paycheck for the next like, ever, i owe 230 for the trip and probabally like 300 something for insurance
just because my age group is more prone to accidents, i guess we deserve it
being 17, what do i get to do?
... hmmm
oh yeah, go see R movies legally?
major woot to that one
i wish guild wars had a /train command
thad be boss
BLACK DRAGON FLY HIGH |
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| im back |
[Aug. 30th, 2006-02:37 am] |
| [ | Currently |
| | thinky? | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | deftones | ] |
decided to pick the lj back up. myspace doesnt really cut it for the thought provoking thought entries really, sure there are blogs, but no one cares about those, livejournal is all about that. which i happen to think is cool
havnt done a damn thing all summer, its been me and my computer for the most part, and in the past week ive seen more people than i have all summer, damn grange fair. you can say its gay, but regardless you will see people you know, and you will have a good time if you take the thumb out of your butt and drive over there.
aside from that, i do have a job, im the dish washer at eatin park. half shitty job really, i dont mind dealing with all the yucky food you leave on your plate, its just the fact that im anti-social and one of the two minors who works there, so i feel awkward just trying to talk to someone who works there. during the interview i was told that i could get 6.75 or 7.00 an hour, which sounded good cause i would have been getting 8.00 an hour if olive garden hired me. HOWEVER i am making the barefuck minimum wage 5.15 an hour. whats up with that? you tell me sonneh
all the girls i end up liking and considering wanting to go out with them always have just one thing wrong that erks me, i guarantee its the same with all guys, but i honestly there is no one that is literally "perfect" for me, maybe im just being dense and shallow, and maybe im looking for an excuse to not commit to having a girlfriend and dealing with all that shit. maybe if i had better relationships in the past (all 2 or 3 of them) anti-social jonny ftw
regardless of what i may lead on, im not emo in anyway, i love life, love people for the most part, and generally a carefree person
and yet i have that sense of me that doesnt want to hang out with anyone, or do anything, and surprisingly to me, no one doesnt have a problem with that
i dont really know what i want to do, i have no plans for almost anything, i take whatever comes at me, deal with it, and wait for the next thing to come and slam me in the face
deftones is thought provoking music i guess, hahah
thats enough for now, i always get thinking alot at the early hours of the morning, so perhaps i will be seeing you more mr lj
- jonneh |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005-02:52 am] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | elvenking - a poem for the firmament | ] |
wow, i cant sleep
yesterday i got 13 hours of sleep, that might be why
i went to bed at 1 and woke up at 2
my mommie was pissed
and now i have to get up in 6 hours, rough...
all ive been doing recently is been playing final fantasy 10
i could have beaten it about 4 days ago
but i spent all that time getting extra things, because i want the gameplay to last
so i got all the aeons (really strong animals i guess)
and of the the aeons is like completely invincibe
and i beefed up two of my characters
so basically the final boss is going to take me less than a minute to beat...
but oh well, i suppose i can still do more to enhance my gameplay
but yeah.. im a loser but i dont care at all
at least im having fun
ive been in the pool alot, so thats keeping me in shape kind of and im getting some sun too so thats a bonus
really wish i had money, i really want a 19 inch lcd monitor, like really bad
well after i get a new video card hopefully and maybe even after a mp3 player if im lucky
i need a job, but with no transportation im fucked for now
im going to go see wheni can get my permit tomorrow, picking up one of those book things
that would be cool if i already had my permit when i had to take drivers ed wouldnt it?
i think so, i dont think it should be a problem, unless if i cant get a physical in time
which happened to my brother, but yeah i should be driving soonish thats good
im going to go try to sleep, i have to get up in hours, poop |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 8th, 2005-03:19 pm] |
| [ | Currently |
| | REALLY FUCKING PISSED OFF | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | nofing | ] |
fuck avg right in the fucking face
i downloaded avg anti virus to have protection
what it did was find all of my executibles and make it so they are invalid
so now im fucked with all devices, none of my games will work, i cant uninstall them because THE UNINSTALL FILE IS AN EXECUTIBLE
if anyone who reads this is a computer kid, please help me fix it
because no games work, except the ones through steam
and a bunch of my .exe files are completley useless right now
and no im not reformatting because i just reformatted
unless i can back up my shit that isnt happening
FUCK COMPUTERS IN THE FACE
fucking avg...
im so pissed |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2005-12:04 am] |
| [ | Currently |
| | fairly ok | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | A7X - bat country | ] |
left early from camp so i can attend a wedding tomorrow, im leaving at 8
i should be packing, i cant, for some reason, i dont know ish
got the retainer on tuesday, hurt a bit going on because the goofers started moving in a week with no retainer, surprisingly there is little sign of lisping and excess saliva, that makes me happy
mr. driller is another one of those games i love for 3 min and then hate because it is so easy to mess up
thought id throw that in for kicks
havnt had band practice in forever... sorry i have been away and such
i think ill go back to camp for a day to visit the casey cox
"my confidence is leaving me on my own"
thought id throw that in for kicks to because it just came up in t3h song im listening too
sometime after 12 i always feel really odd like there is something wrong, even if it seems things are ok
i dk, drop me a line sometime, im getting bored
like for gangster style
oh and for clarification i was indeed at boy scout camp, and stfu if you got a prob. i liked it and it was a week out of the house, worked for me very well
when you hang around the same people for more than about 3-4 days though you tend to get a little pissy, maybe im feeling the after effects of it
i havnt packed one bit for later today, and im tired as shit
*Axl Rose HUGH*
night |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 22nd, 2005-12:22 pm] |
| [ | Currently |
| | great | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | system of a down - cigaro | ] |
my FUCKING BRACES ARE OFF!
wow, my smile is great
its true, i want to smile more because i know my teeth look nice
this is the good week for no braces because i dont have a retainer for my top teeth yet
so i can literally eat anything i want
but when the retainer comes i have to be careful because sticky will stick to that
and you have to wash it so your breath isnt stinky, also you have a real gay lisp when you have a retainer in, and sometimes juices come off it and slam people in the face
yeah, people dont like this, but hell i feel great |
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[Jun. 20th, 2005-01:00 am] |
| [ | Currently |
| | good! | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | system of a down - radeovideo | ] |
well, this week has the potential of being one of my best weeks
monday to something like wednesday ish? my xp is coming in the mail so i can finally reformat and have my computer all better
tuesday - BRACES COMING OFF BITCH!!! hopefully that is, depends, i havnt been keeping up with my band wearing, i hope they come off, i dont want them on for camp
yeah next week im going to boy scout camp, its fun regardless if its gay or not
plus it is a week away from the house, which makes me feel good
i love my computer, i sound really lame saying it but i do, it keeps me occupied over the boring drawn out summer
i went over to paps house, i should do that more often he lives down the street around the corner from me
heh, party
i downloaded the new system cd, i like it, its more to my taste, not saying that thier old stuff wasnt
alcohol is really great
no, not the drink, the program
i like backed up all my games and i can play some of them with out cds
painkiller is a really cool game too
even though i have to run it at an embarrasing 800x600 with everything low except weapons and characters
curse you radeon 9000, i think i wont upgrade mah video card till my birthday, i can deal untill then, its not really worth borrowing money from myself
but i am however going to borrow money from myself for the gba video player, that shit is soo cool
you buy a compact flash card for it and you can store like 2 movies and 2 cds worth of mp3s on a 512flash card, you can also put nes roms on it, and mini games available at the nintendo webpage, i think that is going to be hot as shit
heh, i feel good
nighty night |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 15th, 2005-09:38 pm] |
| [ | Currently |
| | ... | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | avenged sevenfold - i wont see you tonight part one | ] |
as you can tell from the music for what my mood is
i feel like complete shit
i may be sick, could be shit that im thinking about
i hope its not be being lonely, because if i feel like this when im lonely, its going to be a shit summer
it could be none of this too...
im so fucking confused again
it keeps coming back to me sitting here trying to think of something but to no avail
for one day i wish i knew why i was feeling like i was for the entire day
...
im sorry, you dont need to be reading this
*sigh*
i hope things get better
goodnight
- jon |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 13th, 2005-11:31 pm] |
| [ | Currently |
| | otay | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | a7x - burn it down | ] |
hahah
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 8th, 2005-08:56 pm] |
| [ | Currently |
| |  indifferent | ] |
| [ | Listening To |
| | elvenking | ] |
hi all, summer is here and it is going to suck dick right?
i have a feeling mine is going to be very lonely, so i hate to ask but, please include me in plans, even if it seems that my parents wont let me go to anything, just ask me, i will definatetally appreciate it and together we can beat my parents
wow
team speak
gay
oh well you got the message, just subtract the gay and youll have a good piece of info |
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